its christmas time so they say, i want to know what u all are doing to continue your traditions.In our family i thought our traditions would carry on forever, long past when the kids were little,long after we got old, we have always had wonderful things we always did together, but this year is totally different.
sad to say no tree up where hubby and i live, no one cares enough to want to even bother i think.
the holidays anymore seem to be just another day, i breaks my heart we have no one and nothing anymore.
i guess maybe i am depressed, i know i am tired of my life that is day after day same old thing wake up in pain, go to bed in pain,live my life in pain day after day.
i just don't care anymore i guess is what it is.why care when no one else seems to. it will soon be 2012, what do we have to look forward to? i guess only 2012 will show.
so to all of you who read this, i hope your family has a much better holiday season than i am having.i have nothing done and is in 10 days sadly doubt will get it all done but will try. this is just a posting i needed to make maybe tomorrow will be better hugs to all love vicki