today was very stressful dad could not even walk and i had to help lift him up into the wheel chair then wheel him across the bumpy grass and into my car was so very hard for me to do hubby is taking off time tomorrow to take him to doc he was pissed i didn;t call him so he could have helped but i worry about his job too its not a good situation there at all so is the lesser of 2 evils ya know. i learned my lesson today there is no way on this green earth i can do what i did today am in so much pain i can hardlt stand it it sucks low on meds too so thats not helping have a great day today love ya all